Category Archives: Change

two paths…seeking HIS Righteousness

twopathsSeems like I have been looking at these paths forever but in reality it has been 8 weeks.  Spiritually speaking.  Since walking on the path seeking HIS face, and HIS righteousness…the path keeps getting smaller.  Along with that, people tend to be left behind, and more believing God is needed. God will take care of those who are not going with, and God also calls me to follow after HIM.  The paths up to this point have been much easier for me to discern direction.  I am sure although I believe my road is extremely narrow, that it can become more narrow.  At the same times, I recieve warnings from other believers that this may be deception.  My only answer to that is…I need to believe GOD, and if I choose in error, I am still believing GOD, and HE will have to rescue me, and I believe that HE will.  Still not wanting to turn away Godly advice.  Are you starting to understand my dilema? 

I have come to this…

*Jesus is the way..and all men come to the Father through him. (John 14:6)

*My deepest heart cry is to know HIM more and love HIM more.  (Phillipans 1:9-11)

*fear of the LORD is sometimes interpretted as a critical spirit. Fearing the LORD is better than what men say. (Jeremiah 32:39)

*Walk by faith and not by sight.(Hebrews 11:1 )

*waiting for HIM to say “this is the road, take it.”   (Isaiah 30:21)

Last question for today..HOW does this verse play in to all that I am thinking? This is where I continue to come back to, and the verse that seems to be tucked in the back of my mind. ..

Isa 35:8 (NASB) — A highway will be there, a roadway, And it will be called the Highway of Holiness. The unclean will not travel on it, But it {will} be for him who walks {that} way, And fools will not wander {on it.}

Two paths…feeling the pressure to choose, and yet I want HIM to tell me. What HE speaks to me is…”Believe ME”..

(Update- I choose today, and I am believing God that HE is always faithful, and will finish the work HE has started in me and through me.  Thank you all for your great encouragement, and prayers! love you)


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Worship the King, HE makes all things new


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More Fire…More Desire

Spiritual storms are the worst.  But its more experience for me to walk by faith and not by sight. I hate the dark…but I have learned that my battles there are life changing, not only for me but for those around me.  When ever I finish a womens study, I seem to enter this realm that although I sense it coming, I am still never ready for it.  We (as a family) are in total surrender to the LORD, and after much struggling and prayer, we believe HE is relocating us and a new ministry is going to form. We don’t know when exactly, and we think we know where.

The enemy would like me to crawl under a rock, and shut my mouth, and I can’t do that..see I know too much for that, and bowing to him is not an option for me.  The enemy always goes after my children when he can’t reach me. For a long time I thought that if I spoke to the people who are in positions to encourage them and look after their souls (with in the church), and pray and encourage them myself, that was the best I could do, and well God has to do the rest.

Sometimes God wants us to pick up our sword, and fight the thing out.  Feeling that call right now.  Its become so important to me that my children never have their fire for Christ stepped on by believers. This is serious…children are being taught by adult actions to give the LORD lip service, and to turn their flame down. No that is so wrong!

We would love to have your prayers as we press on, and refuse to take one step without our God.  The world will fade away, but Yahweh…remains forever!  We know our need for more of HIM, and we know that laying everything down at HIS feet is worth more than worldly riches.  

Lord God, you know the situations and the hurts that have plagued us, we watched  as people lost their fire, and wondered how could this be? Please don’t let us lose our fire, increase the flame of desire for You, we will go with You, just not without You. 

Thanks for your prayers, we are blessed to have you all as a blog faith are truly the body of Christ…Beautiful!


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HE opened my eyes..

Today I asked for prayer and support from my blogging family, and amazingly you all blew me away with your comments, and texts, and someothers that I just knew were lifting me.  God went far beyond what any of us asked,..let me tell you the story…He opened my eyes, broke my heart, and then rewarded my obedience..How Great is our God!

I met up with my ex while my Hubs was by my side (thank you Jesus), and the fear that I have been battling left. The best way to describe it seems to me that I was no longer looking at him through my eyes but the eyes of my God.  I saw him as a man who has hit the bottom, much like the others I reach out to. I saw his brokenness, and his need for a savior.  I have that, and I could not keep it to myself.  He did not expect me to forgive his debt, and I didn’t expect him to think at all about what I was saying about Trina being Scotts daughter.  But at that moment something “God” happened in that room, I saw him stop thinking about himself, and actually think about her, and give her his blessing, and sign the paper.  I signed the paper to cancel his support order, and forgive the debt in the rears.  He thanked me.  God broke my heart for the lost heart of my abuser.  When it was all said and done, we had talked about mercy, and forgiveness but not yet God.  So I leaned over to him, and in simple terms,  “You really need to get right with God, let him give you life…it worked for me and is still a GO, who would have thunk?”  he smiled and said “yeah, who would have thunk”  He thanked me and Scott again as he walked away into the rain, still broken, but free from the court, and scratching his head as to what just happened.  I know God is working his heart now.  I am thanking and praising God for taking the bad and making it good, I am thanking HIM for breaking my heart, and helping me to follow HIM here today.  Thanking HIM for my Hubs, who was incredible and the greatest support to me, and I am thanking HIM for all of you, who quickly came to my aid in prayer.

Isaiah 42:16

 I will lead the blind by a way they did not know;

    I will guide them on paths they have not known.

    I will turn darkness to light in front of them,

    and rough places into level ground.

    This is what I will do for them,

    and I will not forsake them


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Okay, I am keeping the rest




Some of the pink turned dark pink/redish…but in the light..definitely some pink through it..LOL  So tell me what do you think??  I love it…but it was a shock to me at first.. now I love how easy it is to care for….But I am done now…no more cutting hair for a while…it needs a chance to grow now.


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Critical Heart Condition leads to Death

You may have a critical heart condition that will result in the second death.  This has been brought to my attention. And I do want to make sure that everyone reading my blog understands.  There is much deception in this world, and alot of it begins in our heart.  Don’t believe that?  Hopefully I can prove that with just a few passages of Scripture.  Not what I think but what God says.  Critical! Most of us need a visit to the Heart Specialist- the Almighty Physician.

Ezekiel 36:23-27

23“I will vindicate the holiness of My great name which has been profaned among the nations, which you have profaned in their midst. Then the nations will know that I am the LORD,” declares the Lord GOD, “when I prove Myself holy among you in their sight. 24“For I will take you from the nations, gather you from all the lands and bring you into your own land. 25“Then I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your filthiness and from all your idols. 26“Moreover, I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; and I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. 27“I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you will be careful to observe My ordinances. 28“You will live in the land that I gave to your forefathers; so you will be My people, and I will be your God. “

I understand that GOD is speaking to Isreal.  But HE has also given us this to learn from, and there is an application.  A Heart condition, that needs the Ultimate Heart Physician.  There are many theologies that are not giving the whole truth, infact they are permitting anything in the name of forgiveness, and selling insurance from the second death.  You can not buy a ticket, and you can not just say a prayer, and its all good.  The heart must be involved.  Repentance must be the issue.  And HE must take HIS rightful place on the throne in your heart.  God has to do these things from within us, within our heart.  If we have prayed the prayer, confessed your sin, and know the Holy Spirit is dwelling within us…then we should see change.  Our heart should be softer to God and HIS ways.  Delight should begin in walking in the way HE has laid out, we should be wanting HIS input in all areas of our life.  NO matter how small the change…there has to be change.  Without change…or fruit…we are at risk of the second death.  This is the eternal seperation of ourselves from God.  If any are thinking right now that maybe there is no change…maybe the heart is not well maybe even in a critcal state..Please meet with the Almighty Heart Physician, HIS line is always open, and its totally free! 

Sin hardens the heart – Matthew 13: 4, 19

The heart is extremely deceitful – Proverbs 17:9

David cried out for God to cleanse the ravages of his sin/purify his heart – Psalm 51: 10

God wants us to love HIM with all our heart – Deuteronomy 6:5

Jesus calls us blessed if our hearts are pure – Matthew 5:8

God cuts off every branch that bears no fruit/no change – John 15: 2


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