Observation:
People generally say anything that they think you want to hear. It’s not helpful.
People generally have their own desires in front of any repercussions it may cost another. Its awful.
People spend most of their life working for more money to better their life, while destroying relationships. Its painful.
People will hate another all while preaching love. It hurts.
Realism:
We push hard to just make it through the week, and lick our wounds in private. Its hard.
We try to be honest with others. Its brutal.
We deal with manipulators who are pleasing their own twisted agenda. Its sickening.
Don’t trust people. Don’t trust your heart. Its deceiving.
So, what’s the point? Why are we pushing so hard, there is no promise that the other side of this is any better.
Why allow anyone in to the closed part of your soul, your deepest thoughts? They will not honor them.
I don’t know what the point is. I am not sure why I do this every day. But I know I screwed up. I looked to someone else and put my trust out there, and it was disastrous. An already trashed heart, smashed a little more.
God is the only one who knows “whats the point”, wondering if he will tell me.
ponderings of a princess... 
Great read! you should post this on writement.com
“I don’t know what the point is. I am not sure why I do this every day. But I know I screwed up. I looked to someone else and put my trust out there, and it was disastrous. An already trashed heart, smashed a little more.”
You been reading my mind lately!????!
Gracious, Darla. I’m so sorry for more pain you are having to endure. I’m hoping, because I’m so late on this post, that some of the sting has passed. Wounds cut deeper than I ever imagined they could.
Praying, praying, praying…that’s what we do…right?
Oh, yeah!!! You’re a supervisor and you have benefits!!!?!!!
(wrong post but I forgot to mention it…)
So cool.
Scott would be proud.
😀