Wow! haven’t been here for a long time….
Not sure where to start, but knowing I need to …
God called my soul mate home, unexpectedly.
God spoke to me minutes before…” this is bigger than you know, I will take care of you, I am your husband”
It didn’t stop the pain from being the worst ever.
It did help me to draw closer to Him.
He did provide through others, some who know me, some who do not.
We are financially making it, month to month, all by the Grace of God.
Several times a day, its as easy as “touch this pain and stop it, get me through this day”
Immediately the pain eases, and daily normal living continues.
I don’t know the war in the heavenlies, but I know its there.
We all feel it through the day…the enemy is ruthless.
Please keep us in your prayers.
Don’t know what our new normal will look like, but we are hopeful that God restores as well as faithful.
ponderings of a princess... 
Will not stop praying for you. You are on my heart regularly. Oh how glad I am that I had the privilege to meet your Scott in 2008. Truly a blessed man of God now rejoicing with His heavenly Father. I know He will carry you but just want you to know I’m willing and able to be His vessel in that way too. I love you.
You are on my heart. Prayers are yours for sure. Change is always hard and this type hurts, but it is good to know Scott is alive in Christ! He is missed. You have the strength of God within you. Continue to rest in Him as I know you are. Be safe, know you are loved.
Thank you for your prayers, they are needed and felt. Love you both.
Prayers Luvs and Hugs….I know you already know that though.
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I haven’t blogged in a while, either…just now seeing this.
Several times a day, its as easy as “touch this pain and stop it, get me through this day.” Immediately the pain eases, and daily normal living continues. I don’t know the war in the heavenlies, but I know its there.
Amazing testimony and truth. Thank you for this…
The faith He has given you is beautiful to see.
I love you.