Sitting here before the LORD, and wondering what makes the Almighty Creator of all things give attention to my trivial every day life? I am grateful that HE does, and no doubt He has been showing off lots lately.
After a year of praying for my man to get a different job and to find a church family, God has provided both. The new job starts in March, and in March a new opportunity to lead women has also opened. Finding my heart and mind flat before the LORD…There comes a time in knowing Him that there is no words for what He does, and words are few….
In my human mind, i can not comprehend what HE is doing, or why He would want to save me from my past. There will never be a day that i will be able to repay Him, and my surrender to HIS love for me is all that He is asking. He wants all my dreary, shame-filled life in return for His everything..HE wants to be my everything..HE wants me to love Him with all my heart, soul, mind and strength. He lifts my head in front of HIS other children, and I become broken. He sings over me, He watches over me 24/7, my praise causes Him to dance over me, and at this very moment, i sense He is smiling and telling the Son, ” thats my girl, she believes me today”.